Friday, March 10, 2006

A Frog In My Throat...

A naïve gigantic rooster of only black & white I might be,
squawking around the farm. But it still hurts when they use
the friendship knife to cut your head off doesn’t it?

However small the size of this heart might be, it still can crack deep.

I guess I still can shed a tear or two behind the mask of silence I wear around. Storm can still flow through my every cell.

How simplistic of me to trick myself into believing it was still day
with the many candles I lit around me when it was deep dark outside.

A look at the wrist watch tells me time will wash off the pain. I'll treasure the scar…

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Men probably marry after friends kill themselves in their eyes...

21 comments:

Frank said...

Yes dude,
Chalk it up to experience and dont give it a second thoughts.

Alas! The only "friends" I have are the virtual ones.

A tragic post to the core.

Frank said...

Fortunately or unfortunately the last sentence has lots of truth to it.

Behrooz said...

A lovely and deep piece of poetry. I enjoyed it. Great post.

Em said...

Omid

You are getting very poetic...Anyway Ive put up a post with pictures that you should be able to view now.Take a look!

David said...

Whats a "Frong"? Perchance, did you mean a "Frog"? ;)

It sounds like you have been betrayed by a friend. That has happened to me a few times. Its always a deep hurt! I feel for you! But, remember that you have other friends. :)

Dr O2 said...

Frank - well I see me taking the same path! Friends who become close, then fade away or show other unpleasent sides!!!

Behrooz - tnx mate.

Em - well sometimes pain reveals new aspects of ones brain flow ;-)

David - yep a mistake. tnx mate. It truely hurts deep inside & it hurts most when you don even get to know the reasons behind the actions!! Not in a good state at this stage...

Lord,himself said...

hyaa man , u sure thats a frog in ur throat?? i thought i heard it squeeking and squealing, just like a goat !!!

jarvenpa said...

Life is so short. It is such a pity that there is within in pain inflicted by friends as well as enemies.

moji said...

Hey Doc, it does hurt when people that you consider your 'true friends' and treat with the utmost respect can come around and stab you in the back or spit on your face

moji said...

Btw, I'ld be glad to exchange linx with the Doc too :D

Dr O2 said...

Lord - well the story is true but the names are changed ;-)

Jarvenpa - It hurts most when it comes off friends. Enemies no other than harm & one does not put effort to help them but friends...

Moji - I had reached a point where I thought I am so weird having very few people whom I called friends but then maybe the number is even less than I thought...

juliana said...

Yes, if it doesn't kill you, it makes you stronger. Sometimes you're left with a beautiful scar that only gives you more personality.

Kimia said...

Hear, hear!

LiVEwiRe said...

Sometimes outward appearances and inner feelings don't match whatsoever.

NBB said...

scars sometimes are pretty. if it happens at the correct place.

cheer up mate~!

Qcumber dealer said...

Hey you
It's over. Don't even think about that anymore.

Dr O2 said...

Juliana - well luckily they don kill but leave a thick layer surrounding the heart resulting in less flow next time... Let's C I want a Potter scar ;-) yeah that is definitly true...

Kimia - lol

LW - this is happening in the majority of the scenes I am watching lately...

NBB - well that is a good bright view :-)

QD - Peace ;-)

ChittyChittyBangBang! said...

If they hurt you they were never really a friend, were they?
I find that the only way to get over it, so to speak, is to confront the probelm directly and get it out in the open. A powerful tool... commucation. And with it, comes closure. It is easier said than done of course, but if the friendship has already been ruined, what more is there to lose?

Foulla said...

sorry they hurt u.but u know i'm here.

Veronica said...

"I'll treasure the scar…"

I love this line.

You said this so well. And what you didn't say complimented it all the more.

rose said...

I hope the scar didn't go too deep. What can I say? I chose to hang on to a friend who betrayed me, for better or worse....